Weed, scones, and Smurf bones..

i have a fitnessand wellness blog called newbeginingsnow :) haha

for it to be thursday night :)))))

i actually havnt gone out with any of them :) haha and idk id probably go out with rusty. and they all would make someone very happy :) haha

p.s. why do you keep askig me all these questions and who are you? haha

theres really no particular order:

girls:
-marena
-hannah
-cassie
-taylor
-laura

guys
-alex
-rusty
-jon
-tucker
-zach

i honestly dont even know right noww.. its really complicated

awwww thank you!! :) haha who is this???? i wanna know :(

childhood memory: when i was 5 and i found a rattle snake on the back of my porch when I had lived in California.

A confession: im about 90% sure im afraid of commitment

insecurities: im always insecure about my body and the way that i look, hence the heavy makeup and sweatshirts most of the time

something about myself that other may think is weird: i say washer machine like “wuusher” machine… hahah

turn off: cockyness and extreme shyness

turn on: biting :) haha

song that reminds me of the past: back to december-taylor swift

story of something that makes me smile: i dont know, if something stood out that much than i think i would know.. but nothing like that happens to me soo.. yeah..

something i think about before i go to bed: song ideas… haha

a relationship story: like the whole relationship i guess? so my last relationship started on july 2nd when he asked me out, we dated for 5 months total until december 8th. since like the begining of nevember he and i had been getting into a lot of dumb fights, and throughout the relationship he was a bad influence on me and made me get into a lot of trouble with the police and my parents… so yeah were broken up now and im so happy :)

haha and i cdant figure out how to put a picture in here… so ill just post one right now.. haha